20090706

Darren Liu

i miss you. your smile and your kiss. i miss your touch. i miss the days when i have you. with me, always. i guess everything just ends like it never happened.

ano ba Alison Ruelo?

hindi magandang gawing dahilan mo yung kapatid mo para sa pansarili mong kalokohan.
anong gusto mong palabasin dun? bakit kaylangang ipakita mo sakin yung notebook mo? anong sense? I NEED TO KNOW!!!!
i consider being your friend kasi may pinagsamahan naman tayo pero what's the purpose of this one???
i hate it. i hate you.

Excerpt from the address given by Nelson Mandela in a rally in Soweto, South Africa on February 13, 1990

Our primary task remains to unite our people across the length and breadth of our country. Our democratic organizations must be consolidated in all sectors. Democratic political practice and accountable leadership must be strengthened on all fronts. Our struggle against apartheid, though seemingly uncertain, must be intensified on all fronts. Let each one of you and all our people give the enemies peace and liberty no space to take us back to the dark hell of apartheid. It is only disciplined mass action that assures us of the victory we seek.

20090705

akala ko lang pala...

i thought i can wake up seeing my mother smiling. i thought i don’t have to mind everything that is happening in my family. just a thought never a reality.
i really want my mother to move forward but i don’t know how to tell her in such a way that i will not cry nor feel sad.

it’s hard to see her cry . seeing this is like dying. i don’t know if i should be angry because i see these things happen to her. i’m not strong enough. i want to do something. but how… how will i help a person who can’t even help herself..

in this kind of situation, i don’t have anybody to be with me whenever i feel like crying. i guess crying, alone, is the only option.

sabi naman nila it reduces stress so iyak lang.

alam ko na kung gano kahirap para sa kanya na makitang umiiyak ako. kahit sinasabihan nya ako na loka loka. ksi nararamdaman ko kapag iiyak na sya, mabigat sa pakiramdam. bawal pa namang humagulgol sa bahay. =)

20090614

no more lonely days...

I made it so unfair for myself. I was just walking in circles.
I never made it to where i'm going.
But things have changed.
Time goes and so I realized I should be moving forward to somewhere
better and beautiful.

I don't have any plans of staying in hell for a long time.

I deserve some soft clouds of heaven.

I did make it on my past heartaches so why not this one?

haha.. I can do it...