yesterday.

Two hours and twenty minutes ago, I felt that kind of jealousy that can break anything that a woman has. It is really hard to compete with yourself. You wanted to be happy, in love, but when you feel that kind of emotion, all you could really feel is your insecurities, your weaknesses, your lost desires, your broken dreams and shallow thoughts. Somehow, I tried answering his question but if I could, I do not know if he would understand.

I have lost a part of my life wondering about the future that does not really matter for now. I have lost a lifetime thinking of doing something rather than doing it.

I have lost a lot of tears and smiles but because of a kiss, a hug, all of that was erased, I do not feel that i have lost a part of my life, a lifetime, tears and smiles. He made me realize how important it is to, sometimes, just go with the flow.